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Monday, July 27, 2009

And here we are

It's the second to last night before the bar. I've been wavering between being absurdly calm and overly stressed for the past week or so. Barbri had left us to our own devises a week ago and since then I've just been trying to pull all the pieces together. At this point I've done enough to feel like I won't blame myself if It Which Shall Not Be Named happens (yes I'm fiending to watch some Harry Potter). Literally thousands of practice multiple choices and hundreds of essays. I probably overkilled it yet I still feel lurking doubt, especially when I'm learning something new with each new practice question hah.

As I look back on these past two months, I only have a few observations: (1) two months went by like nothing even though I was parked at my desk most of the time, (2) as painful as bar studying can be, barbri is awesome, (3) CA really likes to screw us-- only state with three days of exams, a slew of extra subjects and distinctions-- NY you don't even come close! :) ah well got to take the good with the bad... And (4) my mom is awesome.

I'm Harry about to face Lord Voldemort. Apprehensive but trying to convince myself I'm prepared.


'Subpoena Duces Tecum!!!'

My Lord Voldebar is so fail.

Well we'll see how I feel on Thursday, 5:01 pst.


-- Mobile post

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Smooth Seas Do Not Make Skilled Sailors


"Smooth seas do not make skilled sailors." -African proverb

So I recently downloaded the cutest "gratitude journal" onto my iPhone (search "happy tapper" or "gratitude" on the app store... look for the Buddha Baby). Each day I jot down five things I'm grateful for, and I get a quote in return. I think it's a sweet idea, especially as I can sometimes be a very glass half-full type of person on certain things.

After one of the most tiring days of Bar/bri (btw, I so failed on my attempt to chronicle my Bar/bri adventure), I got this quote. It really connected with me, partly because I enjoy alliterations, party because of the imagery, and partly because it was so timely. Sure it's been said a many times in many ways, but sometimes timing is what matters.

I don't like rough seas but I must learn to appreciate them.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

My Top 25 iPhone Apps

In honor of iPhone OS 3.0's imminent release (yay!), I've decided to finish up this post which I started over a month ago. Since I sometimes search for terms like "best iPhone apps" posted within the past month, I thought I'd list out my favorite apps.

As a general matter, I love the iPhone. I would recommend it to anyone. I've actually grown to prefer the touch keyboard over a physical keyboard. It has truly changed my life since I got it-- I hate anything douchey sounding, but I'm not exaggerating. It's not so much the phone/camera/other standard features that make it totally worth the money, it's the apps in conjunction with its design. Period. Okay Safari is pretty awesome. But still.

My main page.
I don't know if you can tell, but I'm slightly OCD about my app icon placement in terms of color and function :)


It's amazing to think that all these functions that used to have dedicated hardware or could only be accessed through a desktop are now all in my *phone*. My phone is also my Chinese-English dictionary, my Kindle reading device, my scientific calculator, my unit converter, my USB stick and document reader, even my calibrator. Here are my top 25 apps (uh almost all the non-standard apps on my iPhone haha):

1. Pandora (Free)
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  • When I first heard what Pandora does, I didn't even bother to download it because I thought, "why would I need a radio station generator when I have all my iPod songs?" Well, that was stupid. Pandora is awesome because it is pretty right-on with its music selection. Pick your favorite song and you're pretty much guaranteed to love its Pandora station (I now listen to my Zero 7 and The Shins stations more than my iPod songs). You are introduced to a lot of great new music, you can bookmark new songs that you like, skip the ones you don't like (there's a 5 skips/hr limit), there's background info on every artist and song, and... it's free. I loves.

    2. Discover (Free):

    In my opinion, Discover is the best of the free file-storage apps. Apple no likey allowing you to use your iPhone as a hard drive, but this is the next best thing to carry around your personal files (word, excel, pdf, etc all supported) with you. You can view your files directly on your phone, and it has bookmark functions. I have my bar study outlines stored on it and I can read them anywhere. Which is awesome and sad at the same time.

    3. Shazam (Free):


    Shazam is devil magic. Its creators probably would have been burned at the stake if this was the 17th century. I actually felt a little scared when it effortlessly ID'ed Jay Chou and Wang Lee Hom (who sucks btw) songs. I'm pretty sure I heard Satan chuckling smugly in the room. All you do is hold the iPhone to "listen" to a song and it just IDs it... just like that. Obsure songs are not its strong suit, but it IDs KCRW Morning Becomes Eclectic songs, New at 2 songs on Power 106, and Jay Chou... I'm very happy. And scared.

    4. Stanza (Free):


    Stanza is like the Kindle, but with tens of thousands of FREE books. Mostly classics, but there are so many available books that I have been wanting to read that this app will provide years and years' worth of reading. And while the idea of reading an entire book on the iPhone's screen doesn't sound appealing at first, it's actually not bad. Font size is adjustable, font and background colors are totally customizable (with tons of colors to choose from, with fancy names fit for nail polish and high end paint), etc. I am currently 21.6% through Crime and Punishment. Yes they tell you to the precise percentage.

    I still have the Kindle app on my phone, because I can browse the first chapter of basically every Kindle book on Amazon. Book browsing on my phone :)

    5. Evernote (free):

    Evernote is like Google notebook, but better. Used in conjunction with the [free] PC/Mac and Web versions, you become unstoppable in your website/document/image clipping fury. I also use the iPhone's camera to snap photo notes of important docs, receipts,etc. It has overall made me more OCD than ever. Fun!

    6. Citibank (free):

    Kind of a boring-sounding app to include on a "best of" list, but I love this app and use it often. The design is simple and easy to use. I can view my balances, see my account activity, transfer money between accounts, and make payments... all on the go (girls aren't supposed to make "all while on the toilet" comments because we don't produce bodily excrement, right?). Any bank that has an app gives a huge plus for its customers. Finally, some stimulus money is being used for our benefit.

    7. Sleep Stream ($0.99):

    Sleep stream is a binaural beats app. Not everyone will be into this, but I like it a lot. I am one of those people that can't focus unless it's quiet, so the background noises (including sounds like ocean waves, fireplaces, rain, white noise, other ambient music) help me block out distracting noises. As for the binaural beats (click to go to wikipedia), there are five settings: Sleep, Meditate, Relax, Focus, and Energize. I can't tell if the effect is actual or just psychological, but I find myself using the app a lot when studying (Focus and Energize beats).

    8. KCRW ($0.99)


    NPR/KCRW 89.9 when I don't have a radio signal. I used to use the Public Radio app, but KCRW recently came out with their own dedicated app. It's worth the buck-- it allows both live streaming and on demand programs (which Public Radio didn't have), and it includes a calendar of events and direct access to the mobile site. And also you get to support the station.

    (If you don't know, in addition to NPR programming, KCRW has awesome news and music programs-- I really recommend checking it out!)

    9. Qing Wen Chinese-English Dictionary (previously free, now $4.99)

    To think that Chinese-English dictionaries, especially ones where you could draw out the characters and the dictionary recognizes your incoherent bundle of sticks, used to run into the hundreds of dollars. Now it's a free/$4.99 iPhone app. Of the three Chinese dictionaries I tried, I think Qing Wen has the best coverage and features-- audio pronounciation, search results as you type, definitions of individual words in a character, ability to create wordlists, etc. Heart for you.

    (Note: iCED Chinese-English dictionary is a good free alternative-- just missing a few features Qing Wen has. And don't forget that you need to add the Chinese keyboard through Settings in order to draw in your characters.)

    Also, Dictionary.com's app is very good for English words. Also amazingly free.

    10. gFlash+ (free w/ ads, $4.99 for pro):

    Awesome for studying. This is a free flash card app that pulls its text from a Google docs spreadsheet that you create. It's infinitely quicker than making physical cards, and you can study them anywhere. It has a good user interface with a quiz function. I caved in for the pro version because I wanted to get rid of the ads and it allowed more manipulation of the cards. Otherwise, the free version is great.

    11. NYTimes, WSJ, and USA Today (free)

    Free access to these great news sources, each with its own perks and disadvantages. USA Today has the lowest quality of writing, but has the best user interface and smoothest operation. NYTimes and WSJ have their strengths in their articles (I like NYTimes more for its opinion articles and random interest articles, and WSJ for their business related articles), but they don't have the best interface and they constantly crash on me. Either way, these three apps are awesome and I'm impressed that they've been made so freely available to users. I hope Apple's new app subscription payment feature won't change this.

    12. Snap Tell (free):

    Shazam's devil magic for books, cds, and dvds. Snap a picture of an item's cover, and this app will ID it and retrieve reviews and prices for it.

    13. Cheap Gas! (free):

    A simple, nice app to help you find the cheapest gas prices around you. Because I'm that person who will drive three more blocks for gas that is 5 cents cheaper even though that is honestly, what, a 75 cent difference max? :P

    14. Yelp (free)

    Because I can't try any new restaurant anymore without checking Yelp first, this well-designed mobile app is indispensible when on the go. Pick a restaurant, tap a button to get directions, and go. Bookmarks from your account are accessible, too.

    15. iWant (free)

    For everything not restaurant related, I use this app instead of Yelp. Using your GPS location, it will help you find the nearest grocery store, drugstore, shopping, movie theater, ATM, gas station, taxi, florist, barber, post office, etc etc. It's such an easy interface, works surprisingly well, and is better than the inexplicably more popular "Around" app.

    16. Wikipanion (free)

    Sure you can access Wikipedia through Safari, but this app presents a more streamlined and phone-friendly interface.

    17. Convertbot Mini (free)

    I don't use this app that often, but it's so cute and well designed that it's definitely one of my favorite apps. Convert weights, lengths, areas, volumes, temperatures, etc etc. I love the spinning wheel design.

    18. 9-Toolbox (free for now)

    This is a great deal for a free app, even if the design is rather amateur in my opinion. With one app, I was able to delete several other apps because they were all included. Some of the more useful functions include currency conversion, date calculation (i.e. solar to lunar); days until (e.g. how many days until Dec 12, or what date is 100 days from now); Inclinometer, Tip calculation, and "My Girl's Day" (I find this one pretty funny... it helps girls track their cycles, which I don't, but also helps guys keep track of their girls' PMS).

    19. Photo Daily 1600 (free)

    I just got this app to help with the iPhone's sub-par camera. I also have Photo Hype, which I paid a dollar for, but I prefer the layout of this photo editing app. I can't imagine that the apps that cost $4.99 are that much better. This has plenty of effects and adjustments available, and it has a handy split-screen preview interface. I'm a bit confused, though, because the free version is supposed to only let you save one picture per day but I've been able to save several per day. Therefore I find no need to buy any other photo editing service, and I feel a little better about not having the iPhone 3Gs's improved camera :)

    20. Zillow (free)

    This is a really cool app if you are looking for a home, or just poking around real estate for fun. This gives house values and sale statistics and home sale listings. Furthermore, using the iPhone's GPS function, this app will give you approximate values for any home around your location, all in satellite image format. Pretty crazy stuff.

    21. Countries ($0.99)

    I'm horrible at geography, but slowly getting better through forced self-help. This app is a nice combination of Wikipedia, the CIA factbook, and a geography quiz for every country in the world. Slightly cheesy design aspects, but it's the best of the bunch.

    22. Art ($0.99)

    If you like art, this is the best of the few art-related apps on iTunes. It covers a good amount of artists (from Dutch masters to Renaissance to modern to contemporary), provides their background and a collection of their works, all in a pretty well designed interface. I was able to learn about several new artists, and I like the saving function for the art pieces, but overall this app (and this whole genre of apps) has a lot of room to grow.

    23. Finger Frenzy ($0.99)

    If you've actually made it to #23, you'll notice that I'm not a big game app person. I must be in the minority here because all the top apps in the iTunes store seem to be game related. Anyway this is one of the two games I have (the other one being "Biggest Brain" hahah), and I enjoy it a lot-- simple game with lots of replay value.

    24. MyPaint Free (Free)

    This is my favorite of the finger drawing apps. You can also draw on top of photos from your camera roll. No more energy to think of creative description.

    25. Facebook (Free) & TwitterFon (Free) & Skype (Free)


    It wouldn't feel right to leave the apps from these major social media sites off, but I don't actually have much to say about them other than they are well-designed, thumbs up for all of them. I look forward to trying to call from Skype while abroad.


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    That took forever. I wanted to include screenshots, but maybe next time. Have fun app browsing!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's day


My mom and I visited my grandma today. I wish she could have seen me now. I regret that for much of the time I actually spent with her I was still a rather insufferable middle school/high school teen. She was one of those people who gave much more than they ever took, and I feel like there was a lot more I could have done to try to make her feel happy and appreciated in her old age.

It's hard to believe how little you sometimes know about your own family, considering they are the people closest to you. Sometimes you can spend years living under the same roof without knowing things about your family that you would know about your friends. There are a lot of circumstances in my family that make me deeply sad when I think about them too much, and my grandma's sorrow and struggles (which she rarely if ever told anyone about) are one of them... especially since I did not know about them until after she passed.

It was nice to visit her today, though. It's always good to have these moments to reflect upon such things... it helps to put my life in perspective.

-- Mobile post

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Asian Americans in the Obama Cabinet

I am pretty surprised and impressed with the diversity of ethnicity and gender in Obama's cabinet (highly qualified people obviously, not just applauding diversity for diversity's sake). While I of course support the diverse character of the cabinet, I wouldn't have been as surprised if it was 'diverse-minus-Asians,' as I feel is often the case.

The first and second picks were good and received well, but I have to admit that I am especially surprised to find that there now might be up to four Asian Americans serving in the Cabinet (three Chinese Americans, at that!). My surprise comes despite knowing that Obama was raised partly in Indonesia, has a half-Asian sister and a Chinese brother-in-law... I don't know, I just didn't expect it. Anyway here they are:

Gen. Eric Shinseki, Secretary of Veteran's Affairs

Stephen Chu, Energy Secretary

Gary Locke, current top pick for Commerce Secretary (two previous nominees withdrew)

(A little ironic that Obama's first nominee (Bill Richardson) angered some Asian Americans-- in particular Chinese Americans because of Wen Ho Lee-- and now things have ended up where he will nominate a Chinese American...)

and Chris Lu, Cabinet Secretary (does that count as a fourth cabinet member? Okay maybe not technically but I'm going to say it does.)



I feel so "angry asian man" right now haha but I think it's a pretty significant situation. Anyway, more importantly, hopefully all the cabinet secretaries will perform well in their roles, Asian or not.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Street Art


Saw this the other day while driving through downtown. "Keep Our City Clean & Safe... Do Your Part." Who doesn't like a little irony?

I personally don't mind the idea of graffiti. I just wish that everyone who graffitied actually had some artistic talent. When I see good graffiti, I [usually] think it adds character to the area. It's really impressive. In Buenos Aires, I loved all the random graffiti art covering the walls in San Telmo; I did not appreciate the crude lettering that tarnished the obelisk in their main plaza. Or consider what British street artist Banksy has done with the 'medium.' I guess, in my layman view, it comes down to whether it was done to express & enhance vs. just to make a mark and desecrate. Obviously this is no eureka on my part, as there is a thriving culture of street art.


Good (Buenos Aires)


Still Good (Buenos Aires)


Borderline, but I still like this (Buenos Aires)


Imagine if all the graffiti along the walls of the "LA River" were thoughtful, creative pieces. It could actually be something amazing to see..
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Sunday, October 26, 2008

as in a dream


Brussel's old town square was amazing tonight.

...but the real story of the weekend is Luxembourg.

Too tired to really write for now, so I wanted to post this picture first.


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The problem with these dream-like states I find myself in is that I am very happy in them. I feel so at peace when I am "transported" by these almost unreal surroundings. Sometimes I wish there was another universe I could just escape to, just for a little while. I have no reason to be unhappy in my life, and for all practical purposes I am very content... but sometimes I feel like I am floating, drifting through the motions... things are not vivid... it is hard to explain.
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

ICJ: Georgia v. Russia

Today I attended the public sitting at the ICJ where the Court read its decision on provisional measures in the Georgia v. Russia case. I'd been anticipating this day, as I think it is quite interesting and I have been spending a lot of time researching the matter.

Although the Georgia v. Russia conflict is complicated and has many facets, the actual case was somewhat specific. Courts first and foremost need jurisdiction to hear the case. The incriminating evidence can be staring in the judge's face, but he won't be able to do anything about it if he does not have jurisdiction over the person and the subject matter. Georgia brought the case under Article 22 of the Convention on the Elimination of Racial Discrimination, which basically allows ICJ referrals in cases of disputes over the meaning/scope/interpretation of the convention if negotiations do not solve the issue. Georgia used CERD as a way to get ICJ jurisdiction; the convention itself is not actually the most relevant/applicable instrument to the conflict.

Russia of course contested this with various rather technical arguments. For instance, Article 22 has language that seems to say 'negotiation first, and if that fails, then ICJ referral'; Russia contended that Georgia never even attempted negotiations over CERD, and thus failed to meet a pre-condition of Article 22. In my opinion, from a legal standpoint, Russia had strong arguments. But of course international sympathy is with Georgia, and the ICJ has a strong history of issuing provisional measures in conflict cases like this one. It was interesting to consider what the Court would do.

Well today the Court handed down its order. It found that it had prima facie (basically 'on its first appreance') jurisdiction under CERD. It was not convinced by Russia's arguments otherwise. It also found that there was risk of irreparable harm and urgency in the matter (the other two requirements for PMs), which is not surprising considering the risk of physical harm and displacement of Georgians, South Ossetians, Abkhazians, etc.

The vote was very close, 8-7, split down what looked like how much of world issues get split: USA, UK, New Zealand, France, Germany, Japan, etc on one side, and China, Russia, and developing countries on the other.

The order was addressed to both countries, which was not what Georgia requested of course, but I think this was just to try to appease to everybody. The provisional measures that were ultimately granted were basically that both sides must refrain from and prevent to the extent possible any actions that would violate international law. Of course there were more details, but that was the gist.

I couldn't help but feel like a high school model UN club could have come up with this solution. Of course, it's the most PC and most balanced outcome, but yes of course both sides must not violate international law. There weren't any specifics, and I can see this measure being wide open to future litigation over its interpretation and application.

The International Court of Justice really just ended up looking to me like an arbitrator/moderator. I don't know what I was expecting, but I came away with a sense of weakness in international law. I guess it was meaningful that ICJ found that it had jurisdiction-- an outcome that potentially has much greater implications for future cases rather than the current case. And as another person noted, the fact that two countries at war have a legal outlet to bring their case to is a pretty amazing modern situation in itself.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Patriotism

I try not to talk politics too often, but the strong feelings this election cycle arouse in me are hard to suppress.

I am fairly vested in this election, if only because I have been reading every election-related article published since late August (before that, I followed the Clinton-Obama drama, but not as closely). And perhaps because I think the road before us diverges wildly between the two candidates.

As evident from my past posts, I am very much an Obama supporter, and am unbelievably frustrated by the tactless, gimmicky, and I would argue often fraudulent campaign that McCain runs. Adding to the normal hypocrisies found on both sides of politics is the problem that McCain is someone who acts as though Honor is something he exclusively owns in this election. I was upset with the Palin pick due to her positions, narrow mindedness, her lack of experience and knowledge, and--worse-- her lack of humility at this last fault. Adding insult to injury is the completely transparent use of her for political McCain's gain (not only to pander to the ultra conservatives and women, but also to pick someone who they so obviously expect to embody the "criticisms" the McCain camp had for Obama-- aka traits they felt they lacked).

But I was distracted, perhaps as planned, by my dislike of the VP pick and McCain's little games. Although I still believe it is important due to McCain's health and age, it is less about Palin's ignorance and hypocrisy than it is about the GOP itself. She will be their puppet.

It is hard for me to accept how many Americans support McCain-Palin.

First of all, while I support the idea of having choices among political ideologies, I have many issues with the conservative brand. For example, a much-loved issue is abortion. I could tell myself, well, it's understandable that people will have differing views on this. And I think that is true. However, the difference is when these viewpoints are carried into politics and policy, one imposes their beliefs on everybody, whereas the other lets one choose how to believe.

Another issue is the economy. While I can understand that many people will prefer absolute minimal government regulation in the name of working free markets, I think recent events tell us that this is not the way forward. It may sound great in an economic textbook, but I can tell you that "greed," "corruption," "ignorance," and "stupidity" are not variables in the neat economic formulas provided in those pages. Not to mention a host of other unknowns. And for those who could care less about helping those who were "too stupid" to succeed on their own, they fail to recognize that 2) we are NOT all born equal, and 2) improving the welfare of others leads to greater prosperity for all-- and I don't mean just warm fuzzy feelings, I mean wealth and business and stability and safety and all these things that should matter to even the most selfish of people. While over-bearing governmental regulation can stifle growth (and is subject to its own problems), it is by no means as black and white as conservatives seem to believe.

Patriotism

Thinking about how things appear black and white to the conservative world (granted there are exceptions), I came to think about patriotism. "Patriotism" is another issue that conservatives seem to have monopolized as their own. They've got it, apparently we don't. I suppose that that is where this fantasy that the GOP is better at protecting our security comes from-- they love our country and will fight to protect it, liberals clearly do not and will let our country perish in defeat.

The Republican base seem to believe that America is invincible, perfect. They treat our country almost as they treat the god to their religion, and they the pure followers. Against us? You're the devil incarnate. With us? We will see no wrong in you. Black and white. We are without fault, you are without virtue. Case in point: Russia v. Georgia. Pride in ignorance. Outrage at criticism.

The problem is that one's country is NOT like one's god. It is not infallible, blameless, spotless. It is not something that will just keep giving glory, glory, glory, all as long as you believe blindly in it. One can not close their eyes to criticisms of their country and of themselves, simply denouncing critics as freedom-haters, idiots, etc.

America, or any country, is less like one's god and more like one's child. Someone you love unabashedly, but can see room for improvement. Someone you are completely loyal to, but can accept that some things need to be changed. It needs nurturing, proper guidance, and a support base that is rational and open-minded.

Wanting one's country to change the wrongs in its ways... to strengthen its domestic foundations... to always improve on its best attributes... to nurture the respect of and from other rational players... I consider that patriotism.

I am proud to be an American. Even today, in the midst of the domestic and international crises caused by this administration. I'm still glad to be American. I take issue when people have gone so far to the other side of the spectrum that they righteously declare, "America sucks," "I need to move to another country-- a country that does not hate intelligence and rationalism"... all while sitting in their nice homes, full from too much food, and reading books filled with abundant uncensored knowledge. That is also failing to recognize the immense opportunities and freedoms living in America has provided. I can't deny that there have been times where I have felt completely exasperated and angry with the government's domestic and foreign policy, or ridiculed what I felt was the complete ignorance and petty ways of members of the general public. But to denounce America as a country is no way to take care of the home.

I am by no means even close to being an expert on these things... many of my criticisms and observations are faults I sense around me, as well as in me. It's just that when I step back and look at the situation... this is what I think. And maybe today I may be so bold as to say that this country would be a better place if more people felt this way.


I hope that Obama wins this election. I hope for it possibly more than I've hoped for anything else in my life. It's not even so much that I am entranced by his charms, or think that he is, experience-wise, the most qualified candidate... and I disagree with several of his specific positions. It's more that in him I see someone who is better at appreciating all sides of the picture, someone who seeks help when he needs it, someone who is not afraid to seek out people who are actually more intelligent than he is, someone with a moral conviction not tied to blind faith and superiority... someone who loves America as something to care for in an interconnected world, not something to worship in ignorant isolation. And, more importantly, he represents a party who is much closer to these traits than the GOP.

We can brush off a loss as "no big deal, there's 2012!" or we can see it as an absolute tipping point in history. I sometimes wish Obama's campaign platform was, "Save America."

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Such is my life...

I can't believe how quickly the time has passed. I have been slowly packing things up to take home, as I am moving out of my apt after finals... and it really hit me. I've been here for two years, but I hardly even feel like I've even set roots down. I'll be taking my fourth set of law school finals, and yet sometimes I have to remind myself that I am a law student.

Maybe reality just tends to sink in slower for me than for other people... and maybe that's because I tend to go through life at a brisk speed, because I'm afraid of what would happen if I slowed down. W thinks I take risks (because I like trying new restaurants and activities), but I actually find myself to be very risk adverse. I don't like the unknowns of life.

Anyway, soon summer will be here and I will have started my summer internship. Made me think about myself and how I should be perceived. I wrote a personal note about how I am jealous of my friends who are in the creative fields... they get to be themselves, and the more they put themselves out there, the better. They can post lots of pictures of themselves doing whatever fun they are doing on their blogs, sites, whatever. Not that I crave to be noticed, as I prefer anonymous recognition if any recognition at all (besides recognition at work! that's good), but I wish I could just be myself.

In the professional world, I feel like I can 'be myself' only so long as I still fit the standard. It's kind of embarrassing, but this whole train of thought all started with this blog. I seriously feel like once June rolls around, I should shut down this blog... just in case they find it. Not like I even write anything that ridiculous on here. I just feel like... the less "they" know about "me," the better.... the safer. Is that sad? I mean, I went from a very public journal to this pretty anonymous one and now am approaching... nothing. Oh well. There are cons to every pro, and I certainly can't complain about how things are going. I have been very fortunate.

In less emo news... Fortune smiled upon me last week, when I was summoned for jury duty but was never called in to the voir dire process :D I mean, sitting in that jury waiting room for several hours sucked, but almost worth that sense of 'hallelujah!' one gets when the voicespeaker comes on at 4 pm and tells us remaining lucky few that we are dismissed and our duty is done. You should have seen our beaming faces as we rode the elevator down. My thoughts about the jury process/system can be saved for another day.

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Picture of the Day


Planter near the Colburn School of Performing Arts, Los Angeles
I just found the little green things so calming and slightly unreal.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Obama's Speech on Race


Full Text: http://my.barackobama.com/page/content/hisownwords
Also see: http://www.latimes.com/news/politics/la-na-campaign19mar19,1,4641756.story

Speech given today in response to growing racial tensions stemming from Jeremiah Wright's and Geraldine Ferraro's comments.

I think it is a great speech. I really respect Obama for it. Sad but not surprising that it has come to this.

Although there are more important points in the speech, one point that stood out to me was:
"Obama said that "for as long as I live, I will never forget that in no other country on Earth is my story even possible." As for Wright, he said, "I can no more disown him than I can disown the black community. I can no more disown him than I can my white grandmother -- a woman who helped raise me, a woman who sacrificed again and again for me, a woman who loves me as much as she loves anything in this world, but a woman who once confessed her fear of black men who passed by her on the street....These people are a part of me. And they are a part of America, this country that I love.""

While I, like most people, denounce racism and other forms of ignorant hatred, is it really that surprising that people harbor such views? Racism and prejudice is everywhere. If I were to cut ties with every friend/family member/person who holds a racist belief, makes a prejudiced comment, and/or lives life with a biased mind, I would be a lonely person. And that's coming from liberal CA. And have I ignorantly passed mental judgments that I would be ashamed of if it were reduced to writing and spread across the papers? Yeah.

It's better to deal with these issues openly than to act as though 'oh, no one has these thoughts (at least not normal, educated ones!!), surely not myself'... and then lambaste a person when someone close to them decides to voice their thoughts openly.

Anyway. A speech I hope will make a difference. More likely a small one than a big one, unfortunately.

On a somewhat related note, it's funny how we like to root for the underdog and then gleefully bring down those at the top, even if they are the same person. Why some people derive so much pleasure from watching others fall from grace is not something I easily understand. Schadenfreude or whatever, right? Is it human nature or something developed culturally/socially? I would have to go for the latter.

That just came from the thought that I think it's a sad state of things when, out of the NY governor ordeal, Spitzer has been brought down while his prostitute is making millions. Did he do something wrong? Yes. Should he, in light of his other accomplishments, have had to resign? I don't know. Should she be profiting off of it now? No. But here we are. We just love it.

I'll get back to posting cute pictures now.

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Resting at the Saturday Market in Mexico City

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Super M

I created this character sometime during college. The cape gives her super power credibility, and the fact that it constantly waves in the wind (even when there is no wind) commands respect.

Now I have some time and motivation for slight character development.

It just makes super people more super.

I was watching Blue Planet: Sea of Life. Fat seals tickle my insides.

Mr Walrus wants a cape, too.


Animal planet is so funny sometimes. The way they humanize animals, like Meerkat Mansion and Lemur Kingdom and Chimp Eden... sometimes it's ridiculous. Although I have to admit the animals are so cute and interesting. Lemurs of Madagascar seem especially funny.

You know what's not cute (but maybe interesting)? leopard seals. Remember in that husky movie Eight Below where one bamrushes out of the dead whale carcus? I think that was scarier than Godzilla.

ARGGGHHH!!!

Oh, and as I was watching Animal Planet, there were all these commercials for cleaning products. Because apparently only domesticated wives in their 30s watch Animal Planet at this time. It's interesting to think what watching certain programming is supposed to say about you. It's all about Girls Gone Wild on nighttime Comedy Central.

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These seem pretty Super.
Between the Uffizi Gallery in Florence, Italy (07/06)

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Superfat Tuesday

PR is an interesting game.

What an exciting Tuesday! So exciting that I forgot it was Mardi Gras. I hope most people went out to vote, no matter who they voted for (although I am confused about the significant number of people that voted for John Edwards, considering he is out of the race?). I would be happy with either Democratic candidate, but I personally prefer Obama. So the close race is really interesting to me... looks like it will be a while before we know who will be on the ticket. And after that, it's going to be a pretty crazy presidential race. I'm not going to say that I'm necessarily a democrat or a republican, because most people aren't only one or the other on every issue, but some of the Republican candidates..... mmmm.... and no firm opinion about McCain yet. So... go Clinton/Obama. And that is enough insignificant political talk from me.

Also went with W to Border Grill today for dineLA week/to take my roommate out for her birthday-- that place is good. And not uptight. Super. My tamale and chicken chilaquiles were great but my roommate's tres leches cake was the best... I love milk flavored things. I'm trying to find a gelato place in LA that has good milk gelato (different from vanilla!)-- unsuccessful so far.

(side note: it's interesting how my tastes change as I get older. I used to not be a big fan of milk. Now I love milk and milk or vanilla flavored things. I also like vegetables a lot more. At this rate I'll be craving prunes by next winter... oh, and if you haven't tried it already, try organic milk. Not to be hippie, but because it tastes SO MUCH BETTER! very worth it.)

So it's been a good superfat Tuesday. The gluttony continues tomorrow for Chinese New Year's eve dinner, awesome. I hope this will be a lucky year... although, not to be overly superstitious, but the terrible weather in China leading up to the new year is not a great sign. Very sad situation. And I can't help but be worried about the Olympics, for both environmental and political reasons (I know, I should probably scale-down the things I "worry" about). I hope it turns out well.

Happy New Year

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"Peace-equins" in Beijing, China (10/04)
Victory!!

Thursday, January 17, 2008

First Class

Hmm...

Where is this?

It's Singapore Airline's new jet... I think it's called the Dreamliner. The private, convertible seat-beds of first class. It would be pretty sweet to fly this way, esp on those 10+ hour flights. I guess I have an easier time than most sleeping on planes, but I wouldn't mind being upgraded to this. Especially since Singapore Airlines is also awesome in general already.

I really agree that it's much more worth it to use frequent flier miles to upgrade classes rather than get a free economy class ticket. Economy seats are getting more and more affordable while the difference in price between economy and business/first class is huge-- thousands of dollars.

Sometimes it's hard to balance the desire to indulge in luxuries for yourself and keep in mind one's desire/responsibility to help others in need. I mean, even if I could afford to fly Super Triple Diamond First Class, should I? Wouldn't that money be better used if donated? I recently read about some [probably sensationalized] expenses of the uber-rich-- e.g. a $15,000 diamond martini or a $1000 bagel. Is it crazy?

The extremes are a crazy to me right now. But then again having luxuries available is arguably a good economic incentive to encourage people to work harder and earn more money. Which is good for the economy as a whole and, I guess the argument would go, ultimately helpful to those in need. Both in the sense of raising standards of living and also of creating the Bill Gates and Warren Buffets who create the billion dollar endowment charity foundations.

As selfish as indulgences and excessive consumption are or seem to be... I guess that's just how the average human being is. I think the average person wants to help too, so it's a little give and take. Maybe a lot more take than give, but it's better than nothing. Or am I just justifying my future spending on the excessively unnecessary?

Business class

Economy class still looks about the same.

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I will take whimsy over diamonds:
a wintery installation at one of Glasgow's art museums (12/06)

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Happy New Year

It's already 2008. The 2000 years are flying by. This tells me I'm getting old, because years were just so much more substantial when I was younger.

Embarrassing moment of the week: writing "your" instead of "you're" to a person at the firm I'm going to. I really hate those mistakes, they make a person look dumb. The worst is when you notice it right when you click "send."

Some 2008 goals I don't mind sharing:
1) being able to comprehend a Chinese newspaper by the end of the year
2) being healthier
3) being on time
4) becoming principle-centered

Some people think new year's resolutions are lame, useless, for the desperate. Whatever, I think if you want to have them then have them. It's better to self-evaluate at SOME point rather than never, right? True, you can start turning your life around at any minute. But there's a reason why we like to celebrate a new year-- it just feels significant.

It's helpful to break them down into weekly/monthly goals. E.g. 20 new Chinese characters per week, working out at least 2x per week, and learning to cook (so as to eat better). Being on time... well that's a life long struggle for me :P I think it will have to be dealt with by becoming principle-centered... on the right principles. I admire people with a strong sense of principle (but are subtle about it).

I hope this will be a great year. Classes this semester are interesting, despite their boring names: Evidence, Business Associations, Taxation of Businesses, and Professional Responsibility. PR is very interesting-- ethics topics usually are-- I think it will provide good blog material. Anyway, the summer should be awesome (though I will make sure to work for it), and I'm hoping for a trip down to South America for the first time this winter.

Happy 2008.

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Saturday, December 8, 2007

Downtown LA


I give quite a bit of thought as to where I want to live in the future. I really love urban cities, public transportation, and walkable neighborhoods. I also like sunny weather [year round], diversity in population, and laid back attitudes.

Finding a cross between these traits is actually quite difficult. For example, I love SF but the weather is a bit too gloomy for me. Moving outside of the city to the bay area would be taking away the awesome walkable urban city part. LA and SD have the great weather, but they are better characterized as a collection of suburbs than a true urban city. And don't get me started on public transportation. SD also lacks a bit in the diversity sector.

The winters in European cities are too cold. Hong Kong is a possibility, but the attitudes there are a little rough for me. I've never been to any cities down under so it's hard for me to say.

SOOO, with that extremely long introduction, I have come to be very interested in the development of downtown LA. I've grown up in LA, generally like the weather despite the pollution (gotta admit SD's weather is better), there's great diversity here in both people and things to do, etc etc.

But I hate that there is no city center. I would love to see downtown grow to become a walkable area that is lively and safe at night. It seems like it's really possible.

There are many issues, of course. The homeless and others living in low-income housing is probably #1. That needs to be dealt with fairly. Not that I want downtown to become all 'pristine' like Century City-- the character is actually why I would prefer to work in downtown rather than the westside. "Safe" is different from sterilized. I think I'm in the minority though, because a lot of professionals I talk to want to work in the westside, or are really glad that they work in cc instead of "eww" downtown. I hope the Hollywood attitude doesn't migrate to downtown-- one west side is enough... although it seems a bit inevitable with all the fancy restaurants, hotels, and clubs popping up.

Anyway, I can't wait for all the developments to continue. Hopefully there will be widened sidewalks, more retail spaces at street level, better public transportation (the extentions of the subway are a start), improved safety measures, etc. The Nokia theater looks nice, and I'm sure the Ritz Carlton high rise next to it will change that area drastically (some cons but mostly pros to me).

My most anticipated project, however, is the Grand Avenue development. It's going to run from the Disney Concert Hall to the city hall, with a huge park area running down the middle. Frank Gehry's team is designing the bit, so it'll look pretty fantastical. A lot of people (architects) criticize his designs, but from a layperson's point of view, I really enjoy them. Brings some happiness and thrill to an otherwise boring landscape.

Some renderings:

I totally want to live here, at least for a few years!


The 8th and Grand development looks interesting, too:
http://www.8thandgrand.com/

(all pictures above are from google searches)

Anyway, it'll be really interesting to see how downtown grows in the next decade. I hope to be there to witness it! Here are a few good blogs that follow the downtown scene:

http://www.angelenic.com
http://blogdowntown.com
http://mydowntownlosangeles.blogspot.com/


Ok, back to studying for wills & trusts...

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while I'm on westside vs. downtown thing:
in the Mondrian on Sunset

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

More Shootings

Another disturbed teen has gunned down random people and then shot himself. It's kind of sad that it's to the point that, while this news is upsetting and very sad, it is hardly surprising or shocking anymore. I remember when Columbine first happened, it was just horrific shock.

I'm sure there are some interesting studies on the psychology and sociology surrounding this worrisome trend (which has even carried over to other countries). It's not just about access to guns (although more limits would be nice...) or parenting (there have always been bad parents, bad friends)... or even bullies at school anymore (trend of mall shootings?). I don't know what it is. Obviously one part of it is just seeing other people do it and get media attention from it, and wanting the same. But this 'wanting the same' must come from a new psyche that wasn't there before, I think...

Oftentimes these shooters want to leave the world with some mark, any mark. Want to be noticed. I wonder if this is different from before. Most humans have always wanted to be known and/or remembered, but this is different in character. I wonder if it has something to do with our society becoming more complacent and in turn more frustrated. Does that make sense? And why it seems to have a particular effect on teenage boys... can it really be explained away by hormones or gender differences? Maybe a twisted sense of recapturing loss of masculinity in this culture.

I don't know. All I know is that I'm done with two finals. And thus we return back to our little world and lives.

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A cloudy moment in the German Alps

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Aptera


an electronic car starting around $26K that will be available next year. interesting. i wonder how long it will be before electronic cars will catch on. It's good that, among other things, it will reduce emissions in areas where populations are most concentrated. And obviously the mileage issue (in the hybrid models). But you still have to consider that it takes gas to generate electricity in the first place..

http://www.aptera.com/

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

fine dining v. furakake

Lately I've been dining at several fancy shmancy restaurants because it is recruiting season. Firms can't stoop to the level of Applebee's or Claim Jumpers (both are restaurants that I like), so we have to go to Craft (top chef Tom's restaurant), AOC, Patina, Nick n Stef's, etc.

... Which is pretty awesome for me since I otherwise would not be going there on my measly grad student budget. Orrr I'd be going there and ordering one entree, MAYBE one drink, and nothing else. Not that there's anything wrong with that :) Anyway, the food is generally pretty dang good(notwithstanding my very sad experience at Nick and Stef's, a STEAK restaurant, where I felt compelled to order a SALAD oh horrors I don't even like salads at salad joints). Seared this, braised that, simmered something.

But today, as I was sitting at my desk savoring every mouthful of rice and furakake (japanese rice seasoning mmmm), I remembered thinking that as much as I enjoy eating the snazzy food, it really just doesn't hit home like an in n out burger or slice of really cheesy pizza with a glass of newcastle does. MAYBE an awesome steak with mashed potatoes will, but that's not really part of the fancy artsy crafty food party.

So at the end of the day, it's nice to be able to try these restaurants and I'm sure I will try more out once I have an actual income, but I don't see myself ever being one of those people who are ALL about trying out the latest trendiest restaurant so that I can feel super cool and tell my friends all about it. As delicious as the food is, and as much as I can appreciate the talents of the chef, it just won't do it for me like a steak, burger, or crunchwrap supreme will.

Monday, August 6, 2007

creepy ads

I love the marketing tactic where the spokesmodel unleashes some not-so-subtle subliminal message on you that you MUST have what they are harking. Example: Britney's fragrance, Fantasy, has the logo "everybody has one"

The latest one: Sarah Jessica Parker's "Covet"... the whole reason for this post was because I was watching Beauty and the Geek (great show btw ahah) and every time this commercial came on (which was quite often), I had to switch to the next channel because the ending freaked me out. She looks CRAZY! Which I assume is what she's going for but it just stepped over that line from "funny creepy" to "creepy creepy" for me.

It looks scarier on TV, I must admit.